A High Story

All stoires start with "once upon a time"
But this one has no time .
I dont even know when did this happen.
Its a great story written by a golden pen.


I can see the world below me,endless
Some windows glowing in the darkness
Its late night people are looking for peace.
But the angel of chaos give them a piece
Of himself.I was crazy as the joker
I had no aim ,I didnt think of her.


I could see another rooftop not far away
I wonderd if I could reach it that day
And write history,well ofcourse it was not so close
Bruce caught me just on the railing (overdose).



I cursed the living windows with sounds
ahh and ooh and the bed rumbling sounds
Annoyed me a lot,I wanted to disturb the fuckers
I threw a whining stone at the suckers.

Then I was hungry for eggs ,a delicious half fry.
I noticed a brown dog near me,he looked dry.
I named him Bruno,I offered him my food.
He was a decent dog,he didnt eat my food.
I caressed him around his neck,he loved it
I laid down with him,and he is my pet thats it.

Then I went ranting abt my Bruno
Then I took a fall how?you know
Shit happens,I injured my wrist
Didnt feel anyhting at first.
Then mysteriously the phone rang
Well I was high what do you think
I abused a friend's dad and the aftermath?
I will talk to him tomorrow and explain him it wasnt me
He was some crazy drunken friend of mine ,not me.

Well Even with the builidngs shaking
My mind was working cleverly,making
No mistakes, I shouted out a wrong flat number
I terrified the mob with my coarse voice,Amber.
He was an asshole,I burnt his socks with his own lighter
I poured my drink on his ass,and burnt some "tuli"
Some shin hair of my buddy named luli.

The night doesnt end here,we get more crazy
The music is turned on and we dance like Hazy
The stripper,we get down to our undies
And seen becomes ugly as we took bath (fundies!)
A disturbed element shows up with watchguards
I rmbmr myself in a towel,brushing my hair with bare hands.
"Sorry for the inconvenience ,Uncle",We apologised,
The headbanging was on,and yeah I ride
I broke the washbasin in the bathroom
I never went with 2 lesbos in a room.

Oh no!Thats my fantasy,I didnt do that
Well the story is near its end,that
My friend, is filthy, coz it shows a water closet
And me throwing up for full 5minutes set.
Forgive me for I have sinned,again.
I am never drinking again(hick).

The Hardest Part

I walk alone in this decent world
I am just a unique man in the herd.
I have always felt like this,always
I sigh in each one of my days.

We step in and step out alone.
I don't know where I have to go
Now the aim is vague
Now the efforts are all in vain.

In the rains now, I love walking
Coz no one knows that actually I am crying
Tears just get washed away
I walk miles from home everyday.

I look up at the sky and I believe
I am talking to God,"make me believe,
Will I be able to meet the leavers
Is my destiny ,my healers?"

When the city sleeps,I roam
Towards the end,I go away from home
I think about the past,living in my mind
I just wanna walk ahead leaving all this behind.

A mind is calm when you don't think about your kin
The moment they appear in front of you,its like a sin
The mind gets all panic and loses control
But the introvert leaves all and on the roll
He leaves once and forever
Never turning back,he is thin air.

I sacrificed my life ,passion and avocation
All for myself,I went looking for gratifaction
I was searching for peace,I travelled
A million places,I lived as a commoner
I went to worst situations,a former gooner
I did things never done before and finally I stopped.

I had aged with not a weak heart
But with weak bones and white hair
I had reached my destiny
Now I am a small wordly part.

A Wednesday

It was A Wednesday
I was jolly to have fun this way.
We (6th std kids) were pulling a pitchroller.
I wanted to be a great cricket bowler.

Well!my dreams were put on hold,
When I was at the back,not so bold.
My hand slipped and next was darkness.
I could hear some sighs and no harshness.

Day was becoming night,slowly.
My eyes were falling shut,slowly.
I could see myself lying on the bed.
The dispensary was full.Am I dead?

I could see white nuns everywhere.
It was an excruciating pain in the air.
My intestines were bleeding.
I could hear some peers pleading.

Half of my abdomen was covered with bandage.
A white Maruti 800 took me from boundage.
My mind was blank unless I met my mother.
The pain was undying,I restlessly laid on the stretcher.

i reached out to hold my mom's hand
She consoled me,i was not on no man's land.
I was carried by an ambulance to the city hospital.
My PTI and my mom accompanied me to the hospital.

I was told I may have a damaged spleen.
Against the wall,I could see my mom lean.
I was moaning in pain with my stomach full of blood.
i had an apple and I felt a flood.

The X-ray was unbelievable,no bones broken.
Ultra sound produced a shocking result,the doctors awakened.
After complete 11 hours of internal bleeding,
I was operated,the last thing I know that I was singing.

With the words of my college anthem,and
I closed my eyes,there was something in my hand.
For a long time i could see only darkness
Light never came in my life.Death's harshness.